I am from: Julia

As part of the Writers Matter program, teachers from about twenty schools around Israel wrote and shared their writing together. The following piece is part of the “I Am From” collection, and comes from Julia, from the Darca Begin high school in Gedera.

I am from generations before me, going further back than I know, and still discovering bits of information like hidden treasure.

I am from strong opinionated people, not afraid of following their hearts and minds.

I am from comfort food, celebration food and finish-that-plate-no-matter-what food.

I am from foreign tongues, which still pluck at the heartstrings despite fading away. 

I am from hardship, struggle, ancient hate and subsequent escape. And yet I am also from optimism, positivity, multiculturalism and hope.

I am from a new land, bright, shiny and hopeful, somewhat naive – but sometimes too light.

I am no less from an ancient land, rooted, complicated and beautiful, somewhat cynical –  but sometimes too heavy.

I am from finding that balance, day in and day out.

A Song That Moves Me: Lamija

Over the last two months, a dozen students from three continents have been meeting to write and reflect as part of the Writers Matter program. The following piece is part of the “I Wonder” collection, and comes from Lamija in Sarajevo.

A Song that Moves Me

I do not have a favorite song, just as I do not have a favorite animal, color, or plushie.

Things simply happen. Sometimes, they meet your expectations; other times, they happen when you least expect them. Fear and love might be connected there, but in my life, everything feels unexpected; just like that evening.

Sitting on the shore with a notebook in my hands, writing and drawing. Sun was setting, when I heard a light breeze of jazz. My heart skipped a beat… The pen started moving on its own.

A couple was dancing, coming to life, when suddenly, a tap on my shoulder asked for the same dance.

Listening to those playful notes, staring into hazel eyes, unclear face,  and swaying to the breeze of jazz, we ended with Chopin’s waltz on that sweet, sweet night.

P.S. Chopin’s waltz was never meant for dancing.

I Wonder — Endina

Over the last two months, a dozen students from three continents have been meeting to write and reflect as part of the Writers Matter program. The following piece is part of the “I Wonder” collection, and comes from Endina in Kosovo.

I wonder

I wonder, when you look into my eyes,

do you see the pain or does it fade away, like a moth to the flame?

Really, tell me, do you feel the same?

It’ s a hard thing to say but I can’t help but think.

But no, you won’t tell me. Is that right? Why? I can’t figure it out.

Whether you love it or hate it, you should have stayed. That’s what I wonder when the storm comes rushing in.

You know I wonder what would happen if I quit because the game it’s starting to lose it’s grip.

And yet, I still find myself drawn to it, waiting for my dreams, though I know they don’t fit.

Rainbows and Unicorns: Duru

Over the last two months, a dozen students from three continents have been meeting to write and reflect as part of the Writers Matter program. The following piece is part of the “I am from” collection, and comes from Duru in Turkey.

When I was little I liked to imagine that I came from a place that’s filled with rainbows and unicorns where the sun never set. In reality I come from a place where the sun only comes up once in a while. I don’t know why I didn’t like the place I came from as a kid. Every night we ate dinner together. Sometimes that dinner table was filled with laughter and joy. But sometimes it was filled with silence cutting through the air like a knife. We used to play games or watch movies once in a while. I remember loving the time I spent with the people that make me who I am today. But now I barely see them. I can’t recognize where I come from, let alone the people whom I love the most. 

I didn’t appreciate the good times back then and only focused on the bad stuff that led me to want only good things to happen. But what I hadn’t realized was that, in order to have a rainbow you need the rain too. Since I know that now, I can easily tell you where I come from. I come from a family that’s loving and caring where everyone looks out for each other. I come from a household that’s filled with fights and arguments that took days and months to be forgotten. I come from a place warmer than any sun could ever make me feel. 

Now I’m proud of where I come from and the person that I have become.

Alhamdulillah from Amal

As part of the Writers Matter program, teachers from about twenty schools around Israel wrote and shared their writing together. The following piece was written by Writers Matter coordinator Amal:

To all the people that I know and have met during my life chapter

A message of love I want to send for being a daughter, sister, wife, and a mother

First, i want to say “alhamdolilah” for being me as l am and thanks God to creat me in a good shape and complete picture

I look to the skies so thankful for all the blessings that I get from you Lord, calling, praying, thanking and asking that me to you become closer

You always balance my life, despite i got the biggest worries and heavy responsibilities, but you gave me the wisdom of struggling and the power of a fighter

It is the uniqueness of feeling others’ pain, being the helping hand for who needs it, and taking all people as they are the same and not ” judging the book by its cover”

I lost precious ones in my life, I cried, got frustrated then realized your generosity for choosing me to be the worrier and the winner

Of getting the best dad that have even found on earth, and a very special sister

I got the honor to serve and took care of them, like you telling me to do the mission and go up higher

To get the highest human degrees of being an obedient daughter, good sister and successful fighter

The prize is getting my mom wishes to God to keep and protect me from dangers by calling God “الله يرضى عليكي” my daughter

The best winning of gold medal is getting an unique or even the best man on earth ever

A loving, caring, sharing, and supporting husband and an amazing role model father

That helps me raising four lovely roses in our garden of life by containing me and them and holding us together

To face the rudeness of life and fight for the place we belong to till ever

The holly place of The Holly Land that live do many years and was attacked by dangerous minds of haters

That want to convince people to live in groups, split them from the tree of union, humanity and cancel the meaning of lives if all as one matter

Hey you! You are totally wrong! All as one, and one cares for all, that is the point that we must raise the generations at, so do not create a gap and make it wider

I was born as a Muslim Arab, I practice Islam and speak Arabic and live in the holy land, my best friends are Christans, Druze, Jewish with pleasure

Stop mix cards together, acting the worst way and try to show that things are different by judging the book by its cover

Your tries will not be taken anymore because we are getting up that our differences create an unique figure

You will not cancel me if I am the other, and I will not let you live the saying ” the other is me”-  it is a mistake dear hater

Me is me, you must get this and respect me as I do by taking that you are the other and I do accept and respect with a pleasure

Looking in the Mirror: Nahla

Over the last two months, a dozen students from three continents have been meeting to write and reflect as part of the Writers Matter program. The following piece is part of the “Where I am now” collection, and comes from Nahla in Kenya.

Nahla

Where I am now

I look at myself in the mirror. A pretty smile. A pretty face. A scarless skin. I am a happy girl who loves where she is.

My achievements are what make me happy. I am moving towards my goal; being independent. I am now taking small and large steps to my independence era. I am proud of who I am becoming.

At last I can walk straight and say I am me. I am who I am. I am myself. I am who I want to be.

I am from: Abeer

As part of the Writers Matter program, teachers from about twenty schools around Israel wrote and shared their writing together. The following piece is part of the “I Am From” collection, and comes from Abeer, from the Ibn Al-Haitham high school in Baqa al-Gharabiya.

I am from names that draw suspicion,

Where faith is met with cautious glances,

A heritage woven in rich tapestry,

Yet tangled in the threads of fear.

I am from streets marked by divisions,

Where prayer and culture clash like storms,

Each belief a barrier, each word a weapon,

And my heart aches to bridge the divide.

I am from stories of ancestors whispered,

Their hopes wrapped in sacred traditions,

Yet here I stand, caught in the crossfire,

Identity pulled like a fraying seam.

I am from gatherings filled with warmth,

Laughter rising above the quiet doubts,

But outside, the world is a weighty silence,

Judgment cast like shadows at dusk.

I am from the fire of shared humanity,

Uniting in struggle against the tide,

Finding solace in the common thread,

Where love can flourish, unbound by fear.

I am from the resilience of my people,

A chorus rising to reclaim our place,

With every heartbeat, we break the silence,

Together, we weave a brighter space.

Amina: I am from

Over the last two months, a dozen students from three continents have been meeting to write and reflect as part of the Writers Matter program. The following piece is part of the “I Am From” collection, and comes from Amina in Sarajevo, Bosnia and Herzegovina.

I want to escape it. I want to run away from it. It makes me sick and scared and it’s following me wherever I go. All I see are blurry lines and a vague vision of what the world could be, but it keeps spinning and nothing is clear. People and places are blurry and I’m only sure of what I feel. The breeze that so graciously feeds my brain and the hand that holds me tight . The rain that washes over my face and the salty tears that flow with it. The kiss from a human and the kiss from the sun . The ground that keeps me from flying and the bed that keeps me from dreaming. The stories that I fall asleep to and more so the ones that wake me up. I feel the cold that gives me illness and the warmth that makes me dizzy. I feel the people that I hold and the words that they give me. I feel it because it’s real and it’s real because I made it that way. I am from the fear of making nothing real. From spinning on this ride until my body is left alone, and my soul is wondering. Wondering why am I running away. Why can’t I sit with it? Why does nothing make me so scared and I yearn for something, anything? But when I lay my head on the cold ground and close my eyes forever, I’ll see that the world is steady and I was the one spinning. Nothing is very clear and real now and it’s my comfort because I know it. We all return to what we know. I am from nothing, and to that I return.

I Wonder – by Inna

As part of the Writers Matter program, teachers from about twenty schools around Israel wrote and shared their writing together. The following piece is part of the “I Wonder” collection, and comes from Inna, from the WIZO Hadassim school in Even Yehuda.

I Wonder

Your tender cheek upon my cheek

your lips touching my face

it’s early morning, I’m asleep

you’re next to me, my boy.

Charmed by your vigorous physique

your ever-growing might

I wonder what adventures you will seek

I wonder what you will be like.

Will you be able to withstand

the filth, the pain and the abuse

which you’ll find hard to understand,

and will the muscles of your heart

shrink out of sorrow for this land

when death of a beloved friend

you will experience firsthand.

I wonder how you’ll cope with that.

The southern wind is dying now

it’s been a long, hot day

I’m finishing a cup of wine,

the mind going astray.

And I’m not whining, not at all

just trying to find a way

to settle remnants of the light

with dark that gets its prey.

It’s midnight, I am on the rack

all this to no avail

I wonder whether they come back

and are we to prevail.

I wonder if I’ve still the strength

to navigate this sail

and looking at my sleeping son

I know I cannot fail.

I Wonder- Does the Moon Know It’s Loved?

Over the last two months, a dozen students from three continents have been meeting to write and reflect as part of the Writers Matter program. The following piece is part of the “I Wonder” collection, and comes from N. Ostenfeld in Malmo, Sweden.

I wonder, does the moon know it’s loved?

Does the moon know it lives with purpose, does the moon know the love and adoration it has received, the countless pieces of art written and created in its beauty? 

A single rock, floating in solitude amidst a vast darkness—shining so brightly when nothing else does. A borrowed light, a reflection, nothing of its own. I wonder, how many of us are like the moon? Lonely, silent, yet dazzling only in the emptiness of night. Do we burn so others might see, only to fade when their world fills with light?

The moon, in actuality, is nothing extraordinary, just a simple rock, made of oxygen, silicon, magnesium, iron and so on. Earthly materials. Uninteresting materials. Plain materials. Just stone and dust, the remnants of a violent past. A scar in the sky. Yet it draws poets, painters, dreamers, and lovers to its cold surface, offering them nothing but a reflection. The moon is our muse, just as you have now become my muse, an unfeeling witness to the longings we pour out, as if hoping its pale glow might soothe our restlessness.

Perhaps that is the moon’s cruelest beauty. It gives us nothing of itself, and yet we give it everything. Our words, our songs, our stories. Perhaps it mocks us in its silence, knowing we will always return to it, hungry for inspiration, searching for meaning in its emptiness.

The moon is loyal to the Earth, bound in quiet devotion, circling endlessly—not out of love, but because even in its loneliness, it has nowhere else to go. Your name meant loyalty and fidelity. You were my moon.

Perhaps, it is as the Palestinian poet Mahmoud Darwish wrote; “Maybe the moon is beautiful only because it is far.” Maybe its beauty would vanish if we touched it, if we truly understood it.

 Maybe we love it because we can’t have it. Because it will never love us back.

I wonder, if the moon ever looks at us—at the chaos, the greed, the fragile hopes we scatter across the earth—and feels grateful it is so far away.

I wish I was your moon.